Since I been away from my husband for a week, I realize how much I miss our crazy life. My husband works very hard and that leaves me to care for the children. Most days they are in bed before he gets home. I occasionally wish I had family around to help or just to get a break. At the end of the day my patience begins to fade away. So, I do spend time on the phone complaining to my girlfriends about not having help. Well, I think this week I learned although it would be nice to have help or family around it can also make you dependent upon that help. I think I do alright all alone and I think GOD been trying to teach me that for awhile, good thing I started listening.